So before my year ended I got to fully play out a part as a prostitute. -_- lol, mother would be so proud. It was interesting having to be half naked (lingerie is my limit) and be "intimate" with another person. I simply thought of my boyfriend but it just felt weird. As I continue, seriously I can't wait to pay for body doubles. I'm a bit picky on who gets to touch me, if I don't want to be touched I usually slide out of the way. But this is part of the job right? Well anyways, it was an interesting experience and adds a lot more to my plate.
My modeling is more focused and is falling more into place. After you let go of the excess baggage and feel free to dream, suddenly your back to who you are again.
I had a tough year of 2009. I know for those in my "personal" life there are many assumptions but very few, select few know the truth. It's amazing to be a house full of people and no one knows a thing but the friend who was just a visitor but paid close attention. Well I have left a big chunk of history behind myself, for the sake of a better me. A healthier me. I have improved much on my music and have quite the surprise for my boyfriend that I hope he likes. He likes, in fact he appreciates a lot. This one falls deeply with me.
Well its 2010, and things are falling right where they need to. Just a little bit of time and more will glow and more will flow for this little butterfly
