HartStop Design

A few weeks ago I worked with HartStop design. I had a huge blast working with this talented photographer. Today I saw him again to order my CD of images for my portfolio and I completely forgot how tall he was, because I refuse to admit I'm short...I'm average height. He created this wicked slideshow and kickass music to it for 2 minutes. I was so nervous because I had no idea how my photos came out and I was so happy. During the shoot he made sure he respected me as a person as well as a model and I think that is an amazing thing. It's so hard not to come by a pervert with a camera or someone whose so supercilious that it seems their head can go further up their ....so anyways I had an amazing time working with Hart.

I got to try some ideas and he taught me so much as a model that I will take with me for the rest of my modeling career. I also sat down with him today and he gave me some great advice I am going to take.

Recently I have been getting lucky as well as better that I am running into photographers worth working with like Tim, Dennis, Hart and Louis.

Dream on right...

daring

Oh man I did some implied today and the shoot was really fun, minus the construction workers across the city roof tops trying to see something they couldn't **rolls eyes**

so anyway today I worked with Tim and personally I had a blast and then he threw me a compliment that went over my head. He said to continue perfecting my form however I would be a prototype.


pro·to·type
   /ˈproʊtəˌtaɪp/ Show Spelled [proh-tuh-tahyp] Show IPA noun, verb-typed, -typ·ing.
–noun
1.
the original or model on which something is based or formed.
2
someone or something that serves to illustrate the typical qualities of a class; model; exemplar: She is the prototype of a student activist.
3.
something analogous to another thing of a later period: a Renaissance prototype of our modern public housing.
4.
Biology. an archetype; a primitive form regarded as the basis of a group.

I had to look it up again to let it process all over again because I still didnt understand what he was implying but then I realized he was very satisfied with our photos. So much he wants me back again tomorrow to meet a client for their catalogue work......oh today feels good.

also might I add I'm in love oh no not just my honey bunny, but this make up that will settle anything for my modeling career.

http://sephora.com/browse/brand_hierarchy1.jhtml?brandId=TEMPTU

and urban decay has some sexy eye stuff, i wanna go play tehe =D

my make up came out beautiful!

also i want to make a side note to hope that my MUA was not seriously harm for the car accident they encountered earlier and hope all is well! **huggles**

but i will post the pictures soon because its all about my legs muahz

Whew where have I been?

well lets start this off, the Cornstarch Gizmo I ws invited for the screening this month and I am so psyched not that I have a lot of lines besides seducing opposite sex but hey you see me right? I have been recently focusing head on with my career. I have plenty of new photos and am having a ball.

I recently signed up with a non-exclusive agency for now but honey I want lights. I want to do what I want to do. But baby steps before you can run right, wasn't it Shakespeare who said "wisely and slow they stumble that run fast" favorite quote from him by the way.

I feel like a lot has been lifted when it comes to the course of things I am aiming for. Things feel lighter. I feel a little bit more alive everyday. I have made a healthy progress of handling my past a lot better, of course he won't be thrilled to know I published my poetry about him but writing has always been my first outlet so he can't be all that surprised.

I have a graduation coming up in April and I need a dress. I need something thats me written in as bold as I am. I'm audacious and I'm honest the sort of honesty that gets that complaint that I take as a compliment "Your so honest". =) so I want to say me. Say who I am. As a model, actress, dancer, writer, singer, linguistics lover gastronome =D all those things that say C.A.D.M.A. hmph I need a shop outside of this planet or at least where others like me go.

I have noticed some changes within myself, and it seems my original nature as a child has returned very slowly. If your not close to me, I become competitive. When I say competitive that means people who aggravate me or simply enjoy demeaning others to get on top, I annihilate them. I make it a goal. And for the things I desire anyone in my way is a problem. I was a friendly child growing up but anyone getting in my way to stir up chaos for me was going to rundown by my boots. This was with grades, tests, performance it's how I always was. If you played nice I'd work with you and since most people can't handle the honesty I have even when I was little, I took out many for the sake of them being in my way. I'm not a vicious witch I'm workable but I have had so many obstacles in my way and sooooo oh man sooooooooo dam many people working against me, pretending to be supportive and underneath it all not really caring and those are the people I remove from my life or if they get in my way removed by force.

hopefully this competitive nature of mine, will do me some good