lust

My first client photoshoot was so amazingly fun & Fab. My feet were exhausted from walking up & down in heels but I liked the outcome. I'm still not satisfied with myself as a model But ill get there....eventually :-)

My client is doing a line called Gothicka. Yesterdays work was based on one of the seven deadly sins, lust. The next one I do is gluttony .....kinda perfect for a gastronome like myself lol but I'm super psyched for the show in October ooooo my favorite month ;-) I'm a Halloween girl ::waits for anyone to be surprised :: eh I tried ^_^ lol

Now I woke up not wanting to bother with the day job but ugh showed up :-(

But tomorrow I'm going to be performing a cover song by Billy Holiday. I considered Sade but I'm not sure. Ill be performing in New Jersey. Ill be singing towards the end of the show, right after working at my day job from 5am to 1pm....yay -_- but life is life, it'll be nice to get a taste of the vocal stage & promote my books & self wow When will I find the time to breathe

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update

so I'm so. Mobile I haven't blogged from my phone. Things are good. The rubberbands are moving in the right direction. I can't even remember what to cover but ill try to.

My shoot first shoot with my stylist lead to some kick ass photos. I had so much fun working with them, laughing with the MUA, hairstylist, stylist & photographer. We all definetely agreed some music should stop repeating, I don't care how "popular" it is....stop it lol. But the shoot was fab and I had so much fun.

I've been having a field day with my Hart Stopping photos :P and they make my business cards look like me, that reticient bubbly stressed out but fun rebel :D

I did a fashion show for the Arts of New York outside, sponsored by Verizon. I made one model friend after so long. Women are women in this business and its stupid & annoying. There was one model who was very rude to her mother & seriously way too young to be so full of herself. When your mom is supporting you, paying for your stuff you don't own right to grab her and embarass her & tell her that she better not check your messages, like seriously what are you doing at 16 that she "shouldn't know". Besides for me that would have been an ass whooping and would have been yanked from the show just for attempting to be disrespectful let alone roll my eyes, suck my teeth as she calls me beautiful, move her camera when she wants a photo or grab her...that's death! Lol

I attended a nice networking party, it was fun minus a few women. Claro que si, women are so nasty to each other. Yes I am doing the model thing, but I am no where near the lines of being so supercilious & stupid! Modeling is a business, yes it is about your looks but not how you perceive it. If someone likes how you look, you have a job, that simple. It doesn't make you drop dead gorgeous, it means your another hopefully good working model. I try to make convo but women & I have never really gotten along. And it doesn't help I'm a guys girl tomboy. Well anyway for example, I was trying to conversate with models new to the business, one girl didn't want to talk to me, the other girl gave me a nasty look for tapping her very lightly because I made the mistake of thinking I was inaudible due to the music and not her obviously I don't want to talk to you, and the ones who didn't like me were getting to know each other then trash talking each other the next. Living the surreal life. But anyways in front of the guy who invited its "omg see you Friday" yeah ok you two faced cow.

When I say cow, its never a weight thing. Its a mind thing.

I nailed a job for a big fashion show in october. It feels good. There's an agency interested in me & I now officially have a client....that makes me a working model. I'm friggin out. Ahhhhh the excitement.

Well that's my mobile update, I gotta go to work. Muah

Cadma

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