June 21, 2009

easier fight

Outbursts of resentment
Flee from your lips
As I begin to dread the kiss
That lead me down roads
I thought once was truth
Only to find ignorance
In myself about you
And in the darkness I stood
It is where I cried
It is where you choose to gambol
and bathe in your lies
My heart once filled with coquetry
And never ending affection
Took a turn I wasnt expecting
Crawling deep into my own skin
Trying my best not to fall in
And in my reticent yelps
I found that no one helped
But aided the downfall
I begged God not let it show
And as we drifted more and more
My pictures began to fade
Like a voice lost down memory lane
And in the infamous battle
So well fought by my guns
I only come to realize
I have failed to find the sun
And in my own defeat
To lack the intricated effects
I seem to have on you
Like a pet the nuisance grew
But you dared not say
For every moment I accepted reality
I began to go away
And not once was it noticed
Until the room became bare
And suddenly I left alone
And all I can do is stare
That look up on your face
Crying out to me
Seemed so familiar before me
Cause just as I stood in the morning glow
Now its you putting on my shoes
I'm blasted by the sudden facts
That flow with ease from you
All the words you never said
Or promises you would keep
But now I'm out of sight
nice from a far but far from nice
It makes loving me an easier fight

new poem.