I work hard, none of that hardly working junk either. I breathe off of money and hard work. When I was seven I wanted a job, so I made my own business' of selling candy. I made good profit until some idiot child lacked the comprehension of "Profit" and took me out of business..natually expected because of the kids inability understand how real business is done and all they ever did was copy the kid they didnt like.
I received an official job in high school, it was ok but I was able to do it.
Now I am being released from a sales department store for what I find to be stupid. I am often put into the fitting room so ringing up is not possible. The fitting room is my thing, to make sure no one steals and is happy. I go out of my way for customers but because I live in a realistic view of life I am marked as negative because I dont fold the blouse with a creepy smile on my face. For someone who does not see very much certainly has a lot to say...of course trusting all the other managaers would be the natural route but talking to only one does not count. So I am released and not venting properly but I am more annoyed than anything.
Standing out like a green thumb in a group of white hands is not pretty. I do not carry the same glittering points of view. You live and you die. Now what you do in between is your thing. You can live it up to the fullest or work your whole life. You can be kind and be taken advantage of or be a bitch and take advantage of. There is so much to have done and yet I am not concerened...to each his own. Because I do not feed off loads of emotions and show how I feel...because I can be quite the robot something is wrong with me. Why not fucking wake up and just realize you work because you have to not because you want very few individuals find themselves working at a department store because they enjoy being someone's bitch. Lets be realistic here, People get up every to do a lot of things because they feel or are truly obligated. I get up because I Want and just because I do not run around with rainbows spilling out my pockets I am called negative. Being mellow obviously is not an emotion it is obviously a lack of. And also because I do not lower my self value and get on my knees to kiss somebody's ass something is wrong with me. Now I am not one to think much of myself but why should anyone lower themselves or break their pride just for petty things. How about respect the next person and expect them to do the job because they are hired to do it not because they are there to suck kiss with you. Fucking get over yourself. Because I am realistic and people need their pathetic lies to keep going I amthe fucked up person. I dont need glitter to tell me my life is valuable, if you feel you need something then leave this planet there are more than enough ways. OR seek mental conditioning.
So yeah I am in bit of a stink mood but wtf??? fired because of nothing when I look at it and when I ask my other realistic viewing friends it is obviously not in my dam head!!!!!!
ren kirei desu yoo!!!
On another note, I will be on Law & Order again! And so yeah yeah, thats it for the moment.
