Vagrant souls. Misplaced. Misused. Broken from lack of will and continuous turmoil. Sins grow to appease the Devil’s appetite. Whether you read of Lilith & Adam or Eve & Adam, either way you are stuck living a lesson someone else messed up. The domino effect. Toss a stone into a pond trick. We fall to addictions of sex, drugs, mischief, blood shed and self-abuse. Only we know our true inner and even animalistic M.O. Whether it is of good heart to make salutary decisions for just ourselves to be selfish or to aid the other hearts and lives of men. We fall very far. The question of God’s existence often plagues people’s minds because they feel abandoned and are begging to be saved. Like a prolix apology that even God I might say, is tired of hearing. The same redundant message until it is fully meant. We provide our deep holes with the energy source we can never find. We in deep intention will destroy other’s happiness for we lack it of our own. Mischievous souls. I wonder myself about God. Do I believe blindly and live by rules that I know by nature I would not follow if I were that type of person? or Do I follow the perturbed sacrifice and wait till I think I may die to believe in just in case? and if so does that not make me a hypocrite? Man. The only animal that can kill himself and bring the world with him. Man. The only animal that often fails to fathom that he, himself is still animal. Other animals seem to find their place in their kingdoms from their predators and preys. They live in more peace and often man assumes there is a lacking of the ability to think because they are not creating bombs and murdering to murder or for fun.
How do you truly find God? Do you take a chance and try to follow someone who claims to have spoken to him? Or perhaps the ideology that someone whose heart is truly irreligious and needs to control a vast amount of people. Or do you simply follow on your own, because you are that dedicated to being one with a higher source.
I look at people everyday and I see how easily people die. I mean the sort of morbid & acrid taste in your mouth from a rotting soul. Ambitions and dreams unreached and lives untouched. The sort of death that waits for legends like Hecate to retrieve them. Too lazy to try. Too weak to truly live. Too dead to move forward.
At a laggard pace we leave God and his rules out of our lives but visit his home to show we have love to only break his rules when we leave. The true art of being just a Sunday Follower. Is everybody that I often see just walking without aims to living a salutary life. Religion does not have to be a guidance however to move for the “greater good” simply would not kill us. It’s the way we are living now, that will.
Man will argue whose methodological approach is better to spirituality and even kill each other, even condemn each other for simple reason that there was no conversion to their way. In the name of God much insanity is brewed from the logic being placed into possibly places it does not belong. Maybe that is why angels and demons plague this plane to take us to either side. Whether you are punished like Eve or damned like Lilith, the opposition is still the same. It’s amazing how easily everyone can work against each other before ever working together. A simple solution not so easily done.
Cheap souls.
All dying.
All dead.
Am I the only one who wants to survive our own kismet of a damned revelation?
I do not need to hear callow soliloquies about if God loved us then why does he allow this world to be this way? It is simple, for if his presence presides it is the same as any parent and child relationship. To build trust and to enlighten your own birth children, you tell them not to do something and when they do it they suffer the consequences. Do not put your hand in the fire for you will hurt yourself doing so. Children never listen, then are angry at their wounds and look to their parent to heal them but the scar never leaves, right?
This world is very fucked up.
*sigh*
Homeless souls damned to eternal purgatory until these fleshy shells breaks, and then we start the process all over again.
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