June 18, 2009

Love's deprecation


Love, the most intense and controlling emotion there is. Whether your love is for another human being, a pet, to perform religious affiliated acts or just simply the passion to have the same love but in its negative notation. It is powerful. It will consume you without pure reason and logic.

Whether your vision is lucid or one big foggy dream, love can and will always lead you down some interesting roads. It certainly has for me. I have a friend who says "Love never dies, it simply changes" and I am beginning to agree on a deeper level to what they are saying. However when it changes thats when the trouble begins, isnt it?

Your love for your significant other can easily change to friend, to hatred, to acknowledge them as a human being. Love is an evolving emotion.

However what do you do when you know something is not healthy, when something is powerful enough to consume you do you trust in love or do you choose to change it to save yourself?

does it mean that you never cared or does it mean that you simply cared too much? I remain reticent about much that has happened. However in this world of mine, my mind never stops thinking. It is an overheated machine ready to freeze, break or erase all data from so much corruption.

Does allowing love to consume the ethereal parts of you make you weak or vain in the concept that Venus tells no lies? Does living in that vanity make you blind? Is the view lucid and unaccepted? or like an unseen force?

Falling in love again and again, is as easy as counting. It is the breaking away part that is far more intricate than it should be. Perhaps maybe because they often take a piece of you with them, that you will never see again. And in cheap hopes you wonder if you will see that side of you again.

Ah, love love love
the weakness of all men

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