Cupid's neophyte

I have been surprised with quip remarks of affection. The feeling is rejuvenating and overwhelming. A dear close friend who always remains in honesty and respect with me. At the nadir era of my life's story, he always came to comfort me. My words did not deflect him. He watched my situations change in quick successions and slowly walked beside me. When my tears fell he only reached to wipe when I allowed him. Only working within the range of comfortablity I slip around me. In need of someone, he never displayed direct anger and frustration but only patience and distracting laughter. When I felt submissive and invisible, he came to show me how seen I am and how on top I can be. He was a dear friend, a very good friend.

We share the same humor. The consistent need for honesty. We understand each other's need on Venus' level. We were told with such perfunctory courtesy and covetous attitude, that we were so alike. Maybe they saw the elegant connection we held. The compelling effect we had on each other. In my darkest smoke, he became my crack of sunlight.

We started off with a simple connection but felt the need to be close. I always found him interesting and more than enjoyed his presence in the home. He always contributed to my smiles and the feeling of being understood. Of not being judged. He is something very fresh and healthy for me. It is scary but pleasant.

He is highly au courant and creative. Takes me into consideration for every decision he makes and I will give him the same. He respects my ideas and does not make commands of the flesh, When I am ready he says and he means it. He blushes if I compliment him and not just smirk and pretend to acknowledge it. I can cook and clean freely when I want to. I adore the kitchen and it is where one of the places where my hubris lays. He is held in respectable, King like manners. His smile is no lie. And the most vital action he performs for me is, he is always honest. That has never changed since we have been friends. Now I am approached to take that friendship on a risk, that I am willing to take.

The risk to the undiscovered' country, that puzzles my will but I dare not shun it at all. For who knows what lands I will discover.

Is this the kind of relationship I have been talking to Aphrodite about? Has she finally taken notice? Am I redeemed worthy now?

I think so,
**holds nose and dives in**
wish me luck and happiness

Cadma