I completely forgot to inform any reader that I am in Lipstick Jungle am I a main killer scene no but I can be found twice the first time you would have to know, second time I pass right by the camera. It was during the first episode of the second season. **bows** fun fun
I recently went shopping for my birthday and treated myself like a queen meaning I spent like 400 on myself which never happens, new cute gap bras and a whole lot of coquetry for underwear. Jackets and a rocking pair of headphones I am in love with, skull candy...a lot of money but worth the disrupting sound on the train.
I have this resplendent nascient glow around me that I feel the warmth and enjoy everything around me even more than I did before. I can mistaken for the torpid sick little individual although granted I can be quite devious but I am not depressed, never really have been I just flow. Maybe I am too much of a water sign ^^ Things with my boyfriend become the best day of my life each day, it gets better and better. Glad I picked him, granted at first I thought of him as my ex's and did not take him seriously but he told me to take him serious and so I did...proud of it to, even if it does not last forever he is the best choice I made in dating instead dating just cause I had not a care in the world.
I recently did some "spring cleaning" on my facebook closet. I either do not know the people on the website or "friends" are no longer friends based on their choices or we never cared for one another to begin with. So I decided to finally log on to the site and delete them. Why keep around old baggage? I delete family members from my life like an eraser to a pencil marking...GONE! Either I love you or your neutral...anything else make yourself useful. I have no need for cheap moiety of
"good relationships". I have no indelible individuals in my life, including the ones I would die for. Cold...acrid...maybe just a bitter taste of how I feel but I hold no remorse, no regret, no care and I do not see why I should either. I know people are fallible creatures and I expect that, however I let people make their choices and if they choose to leave they can go. If they chose to dismiss me, I leave quietly with great celerity however do not call me back. I do not like having indolent trinkets hanging around my neck.
Obama. Granted he is African and White American but I do not see why I as a "black american" should be shouting with zealous pride and show any hint of me following a stereotypes chimera about only supporting the black community. Growing up I was not "black", and I have been this way since I was born. I do not blend in well with most black americans, nor do I belong anywhere else. So I find it aggravating that it is expected of me to vote for Obama (I did not vote for either) or to shout finally a black president. Granted there is still racism in this world, I am no ignorant American. However I will not make my choice because there are extremists, because there are xenophobics who roam my street and feel what they say is right. Why fall into either side when I have never followed a trend. I think he can do an ok job and would like to see as a POLITICIAN, what can he do to fix the economy, approach gay marriage and all the other important matters of the country not whether the black community gets to have one "black American" (he is not black american) president just to say hey out of the percentage who follows the stereptypes have bragging rights. When will people see the bigger picture, I wish him luck and hope he can fix this mess.
Well good night for now....wonder what type of responses I would get for the last paragraph
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