Nascent Writings

When I look into the mirror I would like to believe I have the high potential of surviving the "Media". I have plans on becoming an entertainer. I reach for the fields of modeling, acting and most importantly a singer. A legend is my goal. A real legend. A well defined legacy of talent. If I do not have the talent that I am reaching for then I will lean towards being a model or maybe something else. The reason being that I believe the entertainment business like any other job is a craft. Like any other craft it should be perfected.

I am unsure if I can describe myself the way I should but I will try my best so that readers will already have a "feel" for who I am and what I am about.

I believe in hard work and dedication, being incompetent is no excuse for lack of working hard. Ambition is always the key and although times will seem saturine it does not mean I should give up. I have my ways of resting and trying to figure out my next chess move however I can not stand still for very long. I can be very sarcastic, the kind of surly sarcasm not welcomed by many. I am honest as I can be. If you ask me a question I will answer the best way that I am able to do so. I do not believe in lying because it takes too much work to hide something that I am not ashamed of to begin with. I adore neoteric strategys to thinking. Musuems are my playground especially those inspired for artwork. I enjoy listening to a very wide range of music. I can be found listening to Mars Volta and Coldplay all in one sitting. I slaver over books and long walks (I do mean long walks as in for hours on end). I enjoy tea a little too much. It is always my necessity for the day. I have yet to go a day without having at least 4 cups if I have not already had more. I am constantly joined together with my frustration/lack of tolerance. I have great patience and a big heart but no tolerance to keep the balance well. I care for others and keep them close enough for me to see them but not always enough to trust. When I do choose someone to trust they better take care of it. I believe in distance to keep myself safe. As gelid as I can appear like any other human I am frangible or so I think so. Although if something is already broken how many more pieces can you break it into? I do not like being hectored around, especially without good reason. I have my days when I feel winsome and vim and then like any other I can be langour about everything around me. I am also a twisted version of anything I can think of. I am not a full breed of anything, this applies to physically and metaphorically as well. I am a walking growing contradiction at all times. Cantankerous...yeah that can be me as well. But I do have a heart a gold, I reach where I know I can help even if it is lending an ear.

Well this is all that I can put down for now.

Welcome to my humble abode!

Cadma